I often think about how my sense of self evolves and changes over time. This piece dissects one’s growth from a third person perspective, allowing for a more objective take on the path.
Specifically, I wanted to explore the idea of how my self-doubt has evolved over the years and how I predict its course in the future. Starting from the right hand side, I have the “past” version of myself, making mistakes and learning through them (sometimes enjoying them, thus the devil’s horn). The past figure mourns her naivety but understands that she must grow out of it to move forward.
Then there is the “present” self, the most detailed figure as I exist in the current moment. This figure peers forward with hopes and dreams, with commitment to better itself through projections of its future self (the dashed line). Her mind is a maze and she is made up of different patches from past selves, choosing to keep the best parts.
Lastly, the “future” self is enlightened and her capacity to become a better woman and artist have grown. Her eyes point forward and while she acknowledges her past identities, she is determined to outgrow her shell.
Although I break down the meaning behind a lot of the symbols in my work, its important to know that there is no singular meaning. I like the idea that art is subjective and there are endless interpretations to works. That being said, there are really no wrong answers to what an art piece means to you. I’ve left some hidden messages within mine too.